I think I was too tensed. Trust me it was not his fault. He was really handsome and he even got naked to help me out. He was big and I wanted him insi...e me but I was too scared.”Niyati came close to her and put a hand on her shoulder.“it’s ok dear. The first time is scary for all of us. I remember I was scared as fuck during the first time.”“oh yeah?! How did you get over it?”“actually, I first tried it out with a girl just to see how it feels. She gave me to confidence and I sailed. "No mom. While Sarah is here we play it safe." I whispered."Please baby. Don't make me beg." "Mom, If she finds out, I lose everything. I really love her." I know. I love her too but I love you more and I thought you loved me." she said, the hurt clearly showing on her face and in her voice.:I love you mom. I really do. But if she finds out...." She won't", mom interrupted me and put something in my hand. "A friend gave it to me. It can put an elephant to sleep in 10 minutes." "Is it safe?" I. They should get Trout to design the team's site." He scrolled down and checked out the information. There were links to the tour schedule, their songs and short bios for Ryan and the others. He skimmed the blog, smiling at the entries as well as the give-and-take between the band and the fans. Next he went to the media gallery and was astonished by both the amount and organization of the pictures and videos. He clicked through some photos and then watched a video. There was Ryan, on stage and. All in all, it was the best birthday either one could imagine and they vowed that both of theirs should be celebrated that way from now on.The age progression continued and Philip was now screwing women in their late 20s and early 30s, some married, some divorced and some neither. A few tried hard to put their hooks into him but he had learned how to resist those entanglements. Their mother was so pleased that brother and sister were spending Sunday afternoons together without realizing exactly.