Then she will seek out anotherrelationship with a man similar to Derek. He will tell her he loves her,take her to bed, impregnate her, and leave her.... And the cycle will thenrepeat." Forever?? That's cruel." No more cruel, then what he's done to you, not to mention a number of other women. But it need not be forever. She can escape by breaking the cycle. Or in twenty years, during which neither of you will age, you can decide to end the spell yourself. In either event, Dera will remain. One day I decided to call it quits against my better judgement and went my own way. I couldn’t get her off my mind so I figured that if I gave it some time that would go away, well it didn’t. Some time went by and I started hearing rumors that she was f***ing a close friend of hers that i thought she was already screwing around with for while. Some time went by and I couldn’t get the thought of her having sex with him out of my mind. So one day I decided to give her a call and see if she wanted. The warmth of her radiated through her dress and his shirt right down to his bones. She was soft, pliable, a tiny little beauty next to him. It was horniness that made him think she was beautiful, he told himself. If he thought she was ugly, he wouldn't want her, so he tried to focus on what was unattractive about her. But at the moment, nothing was coming to mind. "I see what you mean," she said, straightening but not pulling away. "It's kinda funny. 'Bare in mind,' like I typed, sounds like. . accommodating of our unusual lifestyle and training practices." They all chuckled together and finished up their meals.Dee noted that Laney seemed to be able to steer the conversation away from any details of her life as a Courtesan after graduation from Middlebury College with great skill. 'Well, I won't press, ' thought Dee, 'but it would be nice to get somewhat of an idea as to what to expect in the next phase of this Courtesan business in order to plan for my life after my graduation.'.