Itwas now somewhat warmer than before, which was a relief!"Make your bed" came the voice from behind me. I was handed sheets andblankets "and make sur... it is neat and tidy."I worked round the bed until everything was in place. She walked roundit, inspecting my work closely."I suppose it'll do for a first attempt, but I expect better in future." Yes, Sister." Remove your robe, get into bed and remain there until you are told toget up in the morning - and not before!"I took the robe off and was. I once again pushed my true nature aside letting it fester under the surface.I can’t honestly say that I wasn’t happy with Butch my second husband because that would be lying. He was my soul mate. He made me happy and taking care of him calmed my submissive side enough to make things work between us. When he got sick it was devastating and his death has forever changed me. Changed me for the better because now I am determined not to live my life unsatisfied.I was lost and searching for. Groan out loud in the bathroom cubicle (at least one other ‘non-player’ must be in the bathroom at the time) then say, “Geez, that burns!”When they’re not looking, pour most of someone’s fresh cup of coffee into your mug leaving them with an inch of brew.Ignore the first five people who say ‘good morning’ to you.Phone someone in the office you barely know, leave your name and say “Just called to say I can’t talk right now. Bye.”To signal the end of a conversation, clamp your hands over your. I found my bank statements and discovered I was doing a reasonable job saving money. That was what I was doing in the future too.Why was my life essentially the same except I was now John Coleman and why was I a history teacher? I hated school. I was a good student but I always got picked on by the boys and teased by the girls. I was an adult now but I didn't want to be back at school in any fashion.I did decide one thing. I needed to make a living and since I already had a job I might as well.