I said, “It’s fine, no need to pay back.” I denied the promise of taking the money a couple of times.She got irritated and asked, “Why don’t...you want your money back?” I said, “Why don’t you repay me by having dinner with me sometime?” She was a bit shocked that some guy asked her out. She replied that she has work pending in office today and she immediately left.I felt like a loser who got shot down by a nerd. This was new to me as usually this never happens to me. I am 6 ft tall with a good. "I found myself hiding behind Ivy then. "Well someday maybe you'll haveyour own daughter to do that. For my part I love her being intelligentstill. Yes, she drinks my milk, but it's good for her to have realfood too." I'm a great babysitter..." she tried getting out just as the cashierstarted ringing Ivy up."Oh, we have a couple already, sorry," Ivy told her as she paid forthe food and then walked to a table that already had a high chairpulled up next to a chair. She sat the tray and my diaper. “I really enjoyed today, can we do it again?”“No problem,” I said, “I enjoyed it too, sailing with good company is always better.”We exchanged phone numbers, and she gave me a kiss on the cheek and left.The weather wasn’t very good for the next week and other than popping down to check that all was well I decided that I didn’t want to take out an untested boat in poor conditions, particularly by myself, although the boat had been laid out to be sailed single handed.I was having breakfast one. I'm not so lucky, however. Having just graduated high school, I'm left with no job, no car, and no girlfriend. I really fucked off a lot of my time over this last school year when my parents kept bugging me to get out an find a job. We weren't wealthy enough to afford another vehicle, so I was meant to at least partially pay for one of my own. Sadly, that never happened, and with no car means no meaningful transport outside of walking or bicycle range, and of course no girlfriend.My parents.