I see my ex rarely now that the kids are in college, and Idon't think she has ever suspected me of being a crossdresser.I started dressing many, many ...ears ago. I'd grown comfortable with myduality, living my life as a man but occasionally venturing into mysecret world of womanhood. I found crossdressing to be exhilarating.Nothing took my breath away faster than seeing myself in the mirror whenthe transformation was complete.I hauled out the camera and portable tripod. Whenever Laura travels. "I'm sorry if that shocks you," she said almost indignantly, and I could tell by the tone of her voice she was having second thoughts about telling me."A little yes, I mean come on sis ... after all this time? I'm just finding out about this now? Why didn't you say something to me about this before?" I asked."Because before sweets ... I don't think you were ready to hear it, maybe now ... you are."She had me there. I did want to hear it, to hear all of it, from the very beginning, what it was. I had only held it a few times and each, it was naked. I ran my finger along one side of what I could feel, around the tip and back down the other. A couple of times it pulsed, which I took as a positive. I remember it pulsing when I put on my Welsh accent.Gripping it and slipping into Welsh, “Did you like that, lover?”I smiled up at him as it pulsed again. He leant down and kissed me, gently pushing on my lips, licking my lips. I opened my mouth a little and when his tongue entered me, I bit. “Hon, what do you and Karla think?”“It’s not polite to whistle, or I would, too, is what I think,” Barb replied. Then she asked, “Are you really getting any orders?”Grimacing, Maria replied, “We picked up about 300 from the post office—”“That’s neat!” Barb exclaimed.“— this morning,” Maria concluded. “Most are for the $50 one and Anna and I are sort of getting tired signing our names.” Then she brightened and added, “But we’ve set up a special bank account for you, Mistress, and it’s growing.