Tabby slid the drawer shut with her foot and carried her thingsback to the bed. She held up the vibrator and showed it to me. "This hasbeen my practic... toy," she said.I took it from her and gave it a good inspection. I'd heard of them, ofcourse, but this was the first one I'd seen or handled. I turned dial atthe bottom and felt it buzz. I laughed. "I'll bet that feels good," Isaid. "I wish I could do that. Buzz like that."Tabby sat down next to me and watched me adjust the power dial. "I gotit. "I'm going to call Jess and ask her to come with us. It is known as agay friendly pub and this might help her. I can speak to her father.Unless you would like to ask her?"For the first time I found courage. "I will speak to her at lunchtimetomorrow and see what she says." Well done you."Chapter 30 - The clubThe next day was odd. I was back to normal male clothes although ofcourse I was wearing feminine underwear beneath it.At lunchtime I went down to the salon and spoke with Julie about. I won’t eat shit!!” I yelled and tried to get out of her grip.She was holding me until the other bitch got there and then I would have to go with her. I hated Mistress Pam more now than I ever did before. She always told me she would protect me and now she was about to give me away for who knows what, will happen. The other one was getting closer to us and I was crying really hard now.I kept struggling to get away, but her grip just kept getting tighter and I couldn’t get away. And that other. About an hour later, we left his office with signed and sealed guardianship papers in hand. Lisbeth smiled and hugged me.A few days later I went to work and was shocked to discover I'd gotten a promotion. Roberta called me into her office late in the day and closed the door."How do you feel?" she asked."All right, I guess. I still bawl for no reason sometimes, but I'm functional."She smiled and said, "That's good, because you're taking over my job and I'm moving up to Human Resources Training.".