That's when I looked in the mirror and realized I was approaching forty and I still hadn't experienced much of life. We don't travel a lot, our tastes...are simple and Brian was the only man I'd ever made love with. I decided I needed to live a little before I got too old to enjoy it.I lost weight, got back in shape and rediscovered my sex drive. I had no plans to cheat on Brian but I wanted to rekindle the lust in our marriage. Fat chance. Smokey the Bear would have been proud; that fire was. I remember the day you met your first female lover, the lady who set you on your journey to total sexual fulfilment. You had been to a lingerie party organised by one of your work colleagues. Afterwards, when we talked about it, you told me that you had naively believed that the various items would be modelled by professionals. However, when you arrived, your hostess gave you a number that corresponded to a package on a console table in the hall, wrapped up in pink tissue paper and containing. I was full of excitement but also nervous. I didnt bother putting anything fancy on just sweats and shirt. I have long dark brown hair almost to my little ass, 36D boobs, im pretty slim but not a twig. Every guy i have met, told me i look exotic because im naturally very tan but not white. The door rang and butterflies formed in my stomach, i answer it, but not only is it him but also his 2 friends. i was thinking, hell no, no one is running a train on me, im the fucking player. Hey guys Hey. She's the type to not even say anything even if she knew. I definitely thought I got away with it at the time, but now that I'm a mom I realize our c***dren are not nearly as sneaky as they think they are, and sometimes we as mothers have to just let it slide. I would certainly have a discussion with my c***dren, but that's just not how my mom is.Author: One of the things that I like about your personal "first time" story is the fact that you portray yourself as a willing participant, rather.