She was quite happy, as she enjoyed it last time and made comments about his thick cock and that he made her come twice. She once again dressed to be ...ucked, black lace knickers and bra, hold up black stockings and high heels. The blindfold was put on carefully and she lay on the bed waiting. Soon Gareth arrived and we both undressed and walked upstairs and into the bedroom. She heard us coming and gave a little smile. I took a seat opposite the bed and Gareth laid next to Elaine and they. But not like this, I wouldn’t allow it.”“Honey, you have to allow yourself to feel your feelings, even the bad ones. If you don’t let them out, you’ll never get over them.”She blew her nose again. “That’s what I’m afraid of, I don’t want to get over him. I don’t want to forget him. This pain is all I have left of him.”“You need to have some self-respect, honey. You deserve to be someone’s priority. I mean, you’ve got brains and beauty, a successful career, you’re definitely going places in your. ..beautiful. I feel attractive. I feel like Ican show my emotions and not be penalized for it. I feel like I can becreative and expressive and it's just being normal. I can wear basicallywhatever I want and change my look depending on how I feel. You can't dothat as a guy. In those ways I've grown a lot. I don't think I'm good atbeing a girl, er woman, yet, but I'm starting to really enjoy it."In fact, I would never tell my dad this, but in a lot of ways, I'mhappier as a woman. I wasn't. He stepped back a little and stopped kissing me, then he put his hand on my head and told me to suck his cock, I looked over at Katie and she was still working with her back to us, then I got down on my knees and started to take Chris's cock out. It was harder now and wasn't easy to free from his black work trousers, but I managed to free the big fella and began sucking his cock nice and slow. Chris moaned a little as I put it in my mouth, and I wanked him with one hand as I sucked his cock..