I should have made him leave when his date did but I was too worried about being a good host. If I am the cause of your problems, my friend, I promise...to make it right for you to the best of my ability."I suppose I should say a little more about Doug here. He is my best friend. I would trust him with my life. Hell, I would trust him in a room with my naked wife if they had both been without sex for a year. He would never do anything to hurt me. We were closer than brothers.Doug is smart,. ’ ‘Does this mean you’re not going to dump me?’ ‘It does.’ ‘Good. I was starting to think I was going to have to keep you chained in the basement until you relented.’ ‘You do want to tie me up!’ I grinned impishly, and he laughed. ‘I love you too, you know.’ Steven interrupted any possible response by kissing me passionately, then manhandling me onto my side with him spooned behind me. Safely tucked in his arms, I fell asleep. ****** I basically never went home again, except to pick up clothes. I was scared and depressed over the prospect, but at the same time just a little bit excited over what the future might hold. Again, I was reminded of that British captain on board the Resolute when asked what he would do now, his response would be my guide from now on, ‘What else Captain, carry on with my life and find another ship.’ Epilogue The divorce went through quickly and Carol was as good as her word and let me keep my full retirement and our house. I saw Roger at the final decree and. They are scary. Although they never turned me off, I was still fascinated with giving a blow job. As my times at the bookstores became more I would enter the gloryhole rooms out of curiosity, only to leave when the booth became occupied. I got a bit bolder, entering a booth a leaving the book unlocked for the cruisers, but when they opened it, in mid stroke, I always said, “no thanks.”But when those times of no denial happen, I overstepped my fears and accepted an invitation into a booth. A.