All this intense sensation heats and my mind is no longer in control. I feel it, it pulls at me, at my sensual side, at my need for sexual release. Th...s is all a screaming, aching, pulsating intensity that is between my thighs.( I HAVE TO RELEASE THIS )In the shower. I want to go there. I will have you there with me. You do not seem to understand. I cannot wait. It is the middle of the day, and I am stopping my editing to have you. *** I am in the bathroom now and I close the door. I am in my. She really does not remember the bear. Good.I have a lot on my mind. Kemon and his kind can erase memories. Have they erased any of mine? If they can erase a memory, that means they can read a memory. Are they reading mine?It doesn't really bother me. I have lived a clean life — even more so lately - and have very little to be ashamed of. I am not that paranoid. It was obvious to me before now that they are quite powerful. They have also left me to my own devices, and have never once bothered. You made me kneel. It was scary. I was - uhm, my head hurt, my body ... I ... It was weird.”“Go on.”“You whipped me.”“Flogged, but do tell me, how did it feel?”“It hurt.”“What else?”She paused. A flush was coming over her cheeks. “I ... I felt stinging and my skin felt hot...” She cast her eyes back to him.“Go on, dear. We both know there is more. There is no time for games anymore. We can be honest with each other.” He was staring into her eyes leaving her feel naked, even covered in a. As those who have experienced a profound sexual desire but have been unable to fulfill that desire will understand, it is a situation fraught with the most painful frustration. How might this frustration be ended by Alexis and Ian?Self control? This will involve the use of much energy to repress the feelings, and that which is repressed has an unpleasant habit of manifesting itself in other and highly undesirable forms.One of them leaving the home to live elsewhere? A possibility and I have no.