. I put off ... risking all that ... I didn't want to take your virginity ... only to find myself ... unable to love you as you deserved ... I waited ...ecause ... because I don't know if I'd have respected myself if I'd have given in so quickly with you. With your mother ... there wasn't that same risk ... she had your father ... what she needed from me ... was sexual ... not really emotional ... With you ... with you, I knew you loved me and wanted more than just to give your body to. I b came very sad for that my bhabhi and bro leaving home in few days. I was very sad my lovely bhabhi noticed that. And started asking abt it. I took leave on that day after knowing that news. Bhabhi: Seenu what happened? Y you look little sad.? Aren’t you happy that you got a job in b’lore? Me: yup.(I was just pretending to be happy just not to be noticed) Bhabhi: then y do you look little sad? Is there anything problem in college? Me: no bhabhi nothing like that I just……. (I went outside. There were only a few open seats at the bar, so when a guy sat down next to him, Jason thought nothing of it. After a few minutes, the guy started talking. “Hi. I’m Alex.” “Jason.” “Hi Jason. Don’t think I’ve ever seen you in here before.” “First time. Kinda had a fight with the wife and just took off driving. I spotted this place, and just pulled in.” “Ahhh, that explains it. Looks like you’re ready for another drink. Let me buy it for you.” Alex signaled the bartender for another round. The. " Mother! You wear that every time you attend a function on Terra, pleasefind something different." Something different," I thought a minute. "Okay. I'll need to checksomething before I decide," I said as I entered my large walk-in for theumpteenth time in an hour.I stood looking at my Reilly suit for a long minute before strippingdown and donning it. Initializing it, I quickly scanned down the list ofpossible outfits. Not finding what I wanted, I sighed in disappointment,turned, and exited the.