‘She is hurting right now Hawk. She just needs some time to come to some conclusions. About what she is doing, about where she is going.’ Hawk nod...ed. ‘Okay, if she needs space I will try to give it to her.’ I watched him get into his car and drive away but I never moved from my spot by the window. Hawk stayed away for three days after that. The day after I saw him from my window, Suzanne showed up on our doorstep and started yelling at me about how much I was hurting her brother and that I. A few hours later, I was somehow completely unsurprised to find myself strolling trough the streets next to that cafe. Around a quarter past six I involuntarily ended up by the, now closed, cafe. The blond barista stood there alone, leaning against the closed shutters, waiting for something. I figured that there is a change he thinks that the girl found his note, took it and then stood him up, so I decided to approach him, explain that it was me who took the note and what happened. As I. Most of the guys who asked me out were nice, very much so, but that's not what I was looking for. I seeing a nice guy called James who lived with three other guys in this big student house. He would take me out, treat me with respect, so boring and frustrating. Even when I let him between my thighs I had to fake my passion. The other guys who lived in the same house were just as bad all except Billie. Billie always looked rough, wearing dirty Jeans and T-shirts with tattoos showing on his bare. She was more than curious. I thought that she was fishing to get me fess up, but I was pretty sure she had no idea. “Well it's just some guy I met at Best Buy when I was picking up the new Theory of a deadman album. He came up to me and started up a conversation. We hit it off,” I replied. I think she bought it, but she was still skeptical to say the least. “OK then, I had no idea honestly. But good for you Callie. At least someone is getting laid around here. Especially with finals coming up.