I went through the rest of the day Monday lost in thoughts. I did manage to get the homework assignments. I’d have a lot of catching up to do since ... hadn’t done any reading over the weekend. Fortunately, my grades were good enough that one lost weekend wouldn’t mess them up.Melanie immediately knew something was up.As soon as we said goodbye to Pete, she said “Something’s bothering you. What’s up?”We talked on the short walk to her house. I told her everything about Saturday with Jennifer and. Ding Ding ... Ding Ding “10:00 of the clock.”We don’t have an hourglass ... Well ... we do ... but not for time ... so she couldn’t turn it ... but that doesn’t mean she can’t say it.I raised my hands to the sky ... she giggled.“While you’re up there ... Set the spinnaker, Auntie Surprise.”“Brat,” I said.You wonder. She’s a better pilot than Zoe.I went through the salon and forward ... out the hatch and there was Junior.“You shave,” I said.“I sweat,” Junior said.“Maybe I should shave,” that was. Oh, it was kind of nice. I knew my friend, and her family, which I consider to by my extended family, were too important to me for me to mess up that relationship for a little fling with Studly Jr. over there. Her mom actually encouraged us to date, dropping heavy hints when she saw us together. But once I saw past the Ben Affleck looks (I swear, not exaggerating: probably better-looking) to his less-than-enormous brain, my crush was over. When it comes to gray matter, size does. He’s married. ..the way he used me, first, in the coffee shop using the sight of my arousement and the thought of me and then on the bus degrading me, using my mouth, fucking me like he owned me in front of others, with no concern for my feelings, like a cave man!! Would I ever see him again I wondered........hhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmLook At My Cock White Girl; 3 It was many weeks later when myself and my new boyfriend were at the campus library studying for finals that the next chapter in my experience of the.