It must have been extremely frustrating.I never saw her with another woman, so it didn't seem likely that Maude was gay, but she DID dress "frumpy" an... she passed that tastelessness onto Sher.By the time I was a senior in HS, Sher was a sophomore and quite unpopular with the boys, having had only a few dates, and in each case they wanted to grope her at the movies in the dark!One day, I heard the crying from Sher's room and investigated.I knocked once and just barged in, and what I found. “This just might be one of the most sensual kisses I’ve ever been engaged in, Maggie. In many ways, this might be even better than sex.” I felt her hugging me even tighter with her one arm as we continued to explore each other’s mouths.“Then you really do get me, Charlie. I’m falling in love with you for the way you understand my feelings about kissing.”Over most of the song, we engaged in every type of playful, erotic, sensual, loving and deeply sexual kiss you can imagine. The amazing thing. An occasional comment or look from her further convinced Ryan he’d met her before, but he didn’t stop to ask because he was invigorated with trying to crush that ball and slip a fast one out of Chad’s reach.Eventually, they had to take a break, and made their way to a bench outside their court. It was 4:30 pm and hardly anyone was out playing tennis, as the thermometer had now topped 99 degrees, but as tired as they were, Ryan and Chad loved it and wanted to play more. They sent Kristen off for. She searched for the trepidation in my eyes and maybe somewhere deep within her prejudiced thoughts it was real, at least she believed it to be real. Fool hearty for this only tears her mask apart at the seems. I remember pain… My thoughts are not making sense anymore… Everything is jumbled together… “I love you.” She uttered as she took my hand. I asked for clarification but she could not give it to me. She laughed and explained that I didn’t hear what I thought I heard. So be it, I am a.