I can't watch television. Even the most ordinary showsoffer some woman in a low-cut dress or just a sexy smile that causes asurge of pain! Consequentl..., my time away from work is spent in generaldull pain that all too often turns into frustrating agony.Keyholder and my wife find all this very amusing. I may have mentionedbefore that although my wife got me into feminization, I'm not gay:Guys' bodies just don't turn me on. Well Keyholder IS gay, and he's hada lot of laughs lately at my. A whole week I’ve made you wait. The wait is almost over. You’re going to make love to me, to completion, make your wife all sloppy. And you know what’s going to happen next, right. My husband is going to go down on me and clean it all up. All that cum. Now, I feel a little cruel tonight. I really want a big mess for him to clean up. I want you to give me something nice for my husband. Something he’s been wanting for a long time. Something I’m looking forward to give him. He just loves the idea. By evening 6 our party started with Emma teaching those to girls how to use weed in the hall and me drinking alone in the room but soon I found it boring so went and sat with them. After an hour or two, both Rekha and Shruthi were pretty hammered and started dancing laughing for loud music. Since we were the only tenants in the building it was fine. Emma was stoned too and she came up to me talking about her feelings for me.I was enjoying all this but in mind wanted to fuck her badly. I told. I had always been curious about men, and I wanted to see and feel his hard cock and balls. We kept our voices low, so as not to be heard by our families, hopefully asleep inside the house. He told me about visiting porn shops and buying a butt plug (clue no 1) and cock rings, and vibrators to masturbate with.I relayed some of my experiments with toys, but didn’t mention that I have been fascinated with cock all my life.I had such a strong urge to move over to him and engage him in some form of.