Mai thoda shy type ka ladka hu mai apni najar neeche kar leta. Ab toh ye daily ka routine ho gaya.Mai har Saturday ko evening 7 pm pass ke mandir jata...tha,ye bat unko maloom pad gayi toh wo bhi har Saturday ko mere bad mandir aane lagi, meri taraf dekhkar smile karti , ab toh mai bhi unki taraf filrt karne lag gaya,har bar ki tarah wo mere bad ek Saturday ko mandir aayi . hamari najare mili, ek dusare ko smile di,aur mandir se bahar aane ke bad mai baithkar apne shoes pahanne laga tab hi, wo. “Look, come inside, let me explain.” Matt nodded, but his words, “fuck me,” echoed in my soul as I put the key in the door. I opened the door and we stepped into my house. I made some coffee for both of us and we sat on the sofa. I related the whole story about my life up to that point. How I left this lovely Cornish village as a broken and unhappy child in the wrong body, how I made my fortune in the big smoke, and how I had wanted to become a woman, to become me. I told him of the drugs and. Or wo jab soyi rhti hai to unka gaand sehlane ka, boobd apne haath me lene ka unke boor ko choone ka bahot mann krta hai lekin thoda darr k chalte kuch nai kr paata hu. Ek baar muje mauka mila. Mamaji ko bacchon k sath patna jana para. Mami ke leg me dard rhta tha isliye wo nai gyi.Mamaji k jaane k baad to mai or maami ghar pe akele the. Mer khusi ka thikana nai tha. Mai bahot khush tha ki ab mai or maami ghar pe akele hain or mai aaram se mauke ka fayda utha skta hu.Garmi ka season tha isliye. Everything I was doing, everything that had happened today, seemedcompletely natural. I was going to a costume party, but I was going asme, as the true me, and I felt at peace with myself for the first timeever.I leaned over the sink to brush my teeth, being extra careful to notmess up my lipstick. I looked at myself in the mirror, my mouth agape,lips puckered, spitting out the white toothpaste, and I giggled, but Iwasn't quite sure why I thought it was funny,My dress, hung neatly on hanger.