”“Slow down please and explain,” I asked her again.Mariana replied in more calm voice, “Sorry, oK we are lovers since about 15 years and we me...t occasionally to have sex and we love each other.”In surprise I asked, “Have sex with whom?”Mariana laughed on my misunderstanding question and said, “Have sex with each other,” she added trying to comfort me, “Don’t worry, Nicole is so loyal to you and even to her first husband, just we love each other and we enjoy being with each other as a lesbian. Then they liked to make me clean them up ... even their dirty parts, after they ... did their man things."I had nowhere to go and was stuck here all the time, while he and his boys played together and did things that were disgusting..."She was way too nervous for us to keep pushing her, so I told her we would be very pleased if she stayed with us, and that she would get a big raise in pay, along with a car to drive, and a checking account to use to keep the kitchen stocked and the service. "She looked at me with half slit eyes, as her baser instincts took over."I will won't I? No other woman will be having sex with her own daughter along with men, dogs, and horses."My jaw dropped when I heard that last bit, but she just grinned and winked at me. Then she hit the intercom"Would everyone in the office please congregate in the lunch room in 10 minutes, I have an announcement to make."She grabbed my hand and walked me to the lunch room where she stood by the door and greeted everyone. When I came home from the birth of my daughter I found evidence my husband had entertained women in our bed. That is a difficult to over look or forget. Fortunately I was able to maintain my body after the birth and I certainly had a different attitude toward my wedding vows. I began to see other men in a way I quickly became accustom to. I sought out reasons to delay coming home from work. I flirted, teased, found I was wanting others to admire me as the woman I was. My body had always been my.