” “One day my Mom was chatting with Mr. Goodman and mentioned she was going away for the weekend with a new beau.” “Mr. Goodman asked if she...thought I would like to spend the weekend at his house so that neither of us got lonely. As I’ve said, I did not have a lot of close friends at the time. My conflicted sexual feelings made me isolated; I preferred not to share my tastes with anyone. My mother knew of my preferences and she did not discourage me. In fact, from time to time when she. Here's my plan. We'll dress you up to looklike a girl, and take a few pictures of you looking really cute!I bet you would be, too, though that won't matter, chances arethose pictures won't ever be seen by anyone. They'll just assureme that you'll never say anything about this, because if you did,I'd be forced to show them around, and then you'd be disgraced.Right?" I guess," he said. He was following me now, all right. There wasnow genuine fear in his eyes."Who'd see you dressed that way and. My mother died when I was fifteen. If she’d been alive when all of this happened, I’m sure dear old Dad would have been wearing his balls for a necktie by the time that she got through with him. He always adored and praised my big brother, since they’re just like each other, but Mom always loved me, and she was pointed about it since Dad didn’t really give a crap once he had his hallowed heir. She’s the only one that I miss. The rest of them can go fu-‘ He stopped himself with an embarrassed. “Get the fuck out of my car” she said almost calmly“W…what?” He acted shocked“Get. The. Fuck. Out.” She stated slowly, gripping the steering wheel.“We are through” she said.Without another word Jaime got out of the car and slammed the door. He shit it so hard it left a ring in her ear, but it didn’t matter, the weight lifted off of her and made things okay. I’m free she things to herself. Free to start a new year without someone holding her back. She goes to start the car again and it.