All three started at me in shock.“How could you say such a thing?” Mary and Billy asked together.I looked at Mark and he suddenly looked embarrass...d. “It is true Mary, I do lust after you!”Mary laughed again, but this time in relief. She leaned forward and kissed Mark firmly on his lips and his hands naturally touched her bare cold wet breasts. A pang of jealousy came over me.I started to undo Marks trousers and asked Billy to undo his shoes and within seconds it was done.“Come on Mary get his. To papa muje apne traf sata kar bole tik hai chale jana par ek bat sach bolna, kya tme nhi lagta ke Anil tmare sath rahe? Mai dhere se bas”jee”boli to papa bole ha har ladki yehi chahti hai. Papa kpde par se hi ek chuchi ki golai par hath fer kar bole are bahu abhi to tumare khelne khane ke din hai. Chuchi par hat lagte hi mai jara sa hichkichai to papa bole are sarmao nahi jawani bar bar nhi ati dil khol kar maza lo Anil nahi hai to kya huwa mai hu na, janti ho uncle ki bahu bhi apne papa se. This was what she wanted then, more than anything. She melted in the heat of it, her pulse shouted in her ears and thudded between her legs. She felt dizzy, holding him tight in the vertigo of desire.They kissed through the stop and go of city traffic, through the random lane changes that taxis make in some form a dominance ritual that only their drivers understand. She was very aware of not having her panties on. As they crossed the bridge she broke from kissing him and holding him close began. I pretended to be the perfect husband but in truth and fact, I was scum. That was my burden, and I lived it every day.When my cheating was over, I still lived it. At birthdays and Christmas, at Easter, on Our Anniversary, I felt like I was shit but I put on a happy face. It was my burden, not hers.At times I wished she had cheated too, so she would not have been so perfect. Hell I hope she did and kept it from me, or even left me a letter saying she knew all about it and with whom, and spent.