I get so horny between his visits. I am sorry for the display I put on.” “Don’t be sorry, we all feel that way about him. He makes us all feel i...portant and loved as if we were the only woman that mattered.” I was sitting there and listening to these women talking about me as if I were a toy to be used and put away until later. If I had a big ego I would feel so used, but I knew these women and they were not using me. They were savoring me each time as the chocolate dipped strawberries that. As you involuntarily stare at the reflection you realize it is you looking back from the painted glass after all. The eyes are yours. But you are too skinny and too young. And the hair! And your build, not right. The face, the mouth is too thin. But it is you. You are Red. You are not Red! You are….In the movies this would be an opportunity for the actor to panic or the actors sidekick to panic on the actors behalf. However, many people face sudden threatening information with calm. Neo-Jungian. “It’s just, …I thought you really didn’t trust Stan.”Sharon looked quickly from the closing door back to Brian. “He’s okay, Brian. You should just give him a chance.”She knew she was being snappy with Brian, because she had felt like that before tonight, but she now thought that she and everyone hadn’t really known him. She was also annoyed because he hadn’t taken up the offer of another drink with her.Sharon finished her shift and left for home. Chapter 2Monday, 18th August, 12:10Sharon was in. Federation FleetCaptain Vandercamp covered his eyes when the destroyer vanished, and when he looked back at the main screen all it showed was the remaining enemy fleet pulling away, the damaged destroyer and the escapees in the shuttles running for their friends."Okay, let's capture that destroyer. All marines prepare for boarding action." Sir. Yes, Sir," replied Colonel Judy Anderson as she rushed off the bridge issuing her orders over her com unit to her marines."INCOMING MISSILES!" screamed.