Erica dug into the box and fished around for a minute trying to decide if she could fool me. At last, she picked up a toy and held it just below my fi...ld of view.“This one or something else..”“That one” I interrupted. “Damn it” she exclaimed. And she pulled out the 12 inch long stainless steel proctoscope. It was gleaming and smooth and tapered from the 1 inch pointy, up-the-butt-end, to the 1 and three-quarter inch blunt, better-stop-here-end. I laughed. Erica had a peeved expression on her. I was a fool to believe that he couldn’t live without me. The same, old story, I thought our relationship was solid and we were just having some minor problems with communication. I never saw the signs of the demise of our love affair that I can so clearly see now that he’s gone. ‘What is it? What’s wrong? What can I do to help?’ I actually thought that, if we could just talk about what was bothering the both of us, with the love we felt for one another, we could fix whatever was wrong. Only, I. "I like you to call me Mad Dog." Lucas said."You don't seem like a "Mad Dog" to me." Maya said."Well, what do I seem like to you?" Lucas asked as Maya grins at him after he stares at his velvety soft lips."You know that lamb that Mary had?" Maya asked as she leans her head closer to Lucas'."Okay, I don't like where this is…" Lucas was cut off by Maya's lips crashing on top of his.Lucas' eyes bulge in surprise from feeling Maya's lips on his. While Maya kisses him, Lucas began to think about. Running was standard in the past. We knew on this trip we had other options.We watched and thought until a decision was made. We wouldn't be changing a thing by simply recovering Adame. A quick promotion would keep everything going. The drugs would keep coming and Adame would live like a king in the joint... We needed to send a message to South America. The kind that made grown men rethink what they were doing. We felt if we were going to risk our lives and possibly take the lives of others it.