I sit at my dresser applying heavy slutty make up with chunky earrings and necklace and already my cock is throbbing with excitement and my previously...inserted buttplug has me almost squealing with girly pleasure. I put on my long dark red wig and see karmen before me in the mirror, slutty , seductive and alluring. I can't hel myself but light an all white 120 and watch myself in the mirror as I smoke the way I will for my man all weekend . Snapping and nose exhaling the way he loves it. I can. Flashback – Ben – Undisclosed locationDamn I hated it when Jack was right! I really should have slept with Maria (the Old Man's daughter) and Mira too. What the hell was wrong with me? I listened to Anna and she mind-fucked me, that's what! I've since remembered a pearl of wisdom Jack shared with me (not that I would ever admit it). He said to me, 'When you get older, your biggest regrets aren't going to be the things you did, it's going to be the things you didn't do'. And I regretted the hell. I had dressed in thin cotton shorts with an elastic band. i pulled the front down below my balls. It was the only way I could let him see my cock and balls. My tiny dick was shriveled making it appear I only had large set of balls with a cunt on top. "Jesus you are hung." I blurted. He chuckled and pull out his ball sack. He was a thin pale skinned man, his long shaft, pale and white, crowned with the purple colored mushroom head. He tried to masturbate but he, like me, was to nervous. “Are you going to make me?”“I want you to,” I said with finality.“I don’t know how,” she said, playing for time but sinking in the quicksand of helpless lust.“It’s the easiest thing in the world,” I said.“It’s also the rudest,” she replied. “If you hadn’t got me drunk we wouldn’t be in this situation.”“And you would never know how it felt to have a man’s tongue up your arse. You would never…”“Shut up for God’s sake,” she said. “Now lie on your back with your legs in the air.”“I don’t like that.