I've found out a lot about myself and learned some things in the last few weeks and I'm wiser for it or am I full of shit and just fooling myself ?.I ...now what I want and what I like however, there is that old saying: Be careful what you wish for because you might get it !............I was looking at the bedroom door as my sister popped her head up and in a worried tone whispered, "what is it". I laid my head back and calmly said, "nothing, thought I heard something".She let out a breath and. Must try harder.I motion to my bag on the coffee table and tell her to reach in. She does as I say and immediately her fingers find what I wanted her too. She snatches it out of the bag. In her hand she holds a latex lifelike dildo. Only 6 inches long but very girthy with big fleshy balls above the suction cup. She looks wide eyed at me "Where did you get this!?" She asks incredulously. "In your underwear drawer" I answer smiling. She opens her mouth to begin a denial but stops. No doubt. All knew they were welcome. Abe said he would pick up Alice and be out soon.Outside, I found the contractor who was presiding over a table with blueprints spread out on it. I told him that we were going to be totally out of his hair, as he had requested, for the entire weekend. He said he was going to surprise me Monday morning, as he had his crew, plus two other major contractors and crews were working this weekend to see if the building could be completed. I wished him luck as it was supposed. Upon his arrival he notices all the cars stuck and only two tow trucks, as he gets closer I roll down my window we say are hellos he leans in kissing me and smiles you owe me big time as he hands me the thermos of coffee and the blanket.Sit tight I am going to help the tow trucks and be back for you.About a hour later he is tapping on my window I had fallen asleep, rolling down my window your turn .He manages to get me out of the ditch walks back opens the door grabs me throwing me over his.