I'm a virgin." If you weren't, Miss, they wouldn't let you be initiated in the first place." I'll just tell them I'm not a virgin. Then we can go home..."A feeling of deja vu swept over me as I recalled a similar but opposite conversation with Abby four years ago. Abby had thought she could fake the loss of virginity."Your mother has told them that you are a virgin and they will check you before the initiation." But I'm scared." Look, come back inside and I'll tell you exactly what would happen. Reality ceased to exist and breathing became a forgotten option. Her eyes were closed when our lips slightly parted and she seemed to be a million miles away. I leaned over her and kissed first one closed eye and then the other and just looked down at her, memorizing that peaceful face.“How do you do that?” she asked without opening her eyes.“Do what?”“Make me feel like a treasure? How do you stop my heart and make time stand still?” Her eyes looked up at me and I saw the tears spill out of her. AlreadyIn my momAnd the cunt was exposed in front of himHe wentI'm surprised!When I was, looking for meI stood beside him and then stood thereHis knowledgeCome back in any wayMy handGot glass, but understand somethingRise upCan not do this. And now this timeSo grab itI fell in front of meLooked atSo feel more shame.I'm just for himI went to sit beside himWith creamBy touching, he started drinking water.SheWater will eat! Near the whole bodyOn the other handThe water was only dropped by. They had to lie face down on a bench and receive strokes from eunuchs standing on either side of them. Twenty strokes seemed to be the minimum amount and serious bruising and bleeding resulted. The concubines were not subjected to this type of punishment routinely, but if the prince was angry enough, he might apply a cane to the unfortunate young woman. In such cases, it was done in private and usually required the concubine to bend over a chair and lift her dress up to expose her underwear..