His hot load shooting inside me, his body quivering. We lay there a long time, our bodies still joined and I began to tell him a story about desire an... needs and love. I told him that I was going to fight for our marriage. That I would do whatever it took, that I had missed him and needed sex more than just once a year. I told him it hurt me when he didn't desire my body sexually. I also told him I would be sleeping in the nude from now on. He questioned me why, and I told him it would. Ones that he needed fulfilled soon. Ones that Cindy could help him with.Cindy, get undressed. It's time to please your master,” he said, preparing to have the delight the harp had given him. It was time to enjoy the fruits of his gift.Cindy slowly got up and walked seductively towards her boss and lord. Each move was made with consideration of how it would look to Jack. Each movement showed her twisting hips or jiggling double Ds. A smile of genuine delight crosses her face. She would enjoy. I did try to go back to my typical reading fare, but I soon realized I’d lost interest in them, at least for now. I finally had to go to the used bookstore that I had been frequenting and ask the lady behind the register if she knew of any similar books. I nearly died from embarrassment and I’m still not sure how I ever got the words out.Thankfully, she didn’t give any sort of indication that I’d made a strange request, she simply told me to follow her. She pointed out a small section tucked. I had a mixed feeling ofeuphoria and trepidation. The euphoria was about me about to live adream and share my cross dressing with the love of my life but thetrepidation about the fact that I knew I would look silly and did notwant Suzie to laugh at me."You won't laugh at me?" I may laugh a little as this is all rather new to me."I gave her a weak smile and started to undress until I was naked. Ipicked up the suspender belt and fastened it around my waist and thentook a pair of black seamed.