We explained that since this was our first time, we’d like to go slowly, keeping it to oral sex but if my wife wanted to go further, and he also agr...ed, they could.He emailed on Wednesday and said he was going to be in our area the upcoming weekend and we decided to meet on Friday evening at 7 pm at a hotel bar about an hour away from our home. He said he’d be in a red shirt and would be at the end of the bar. We reserved a room with two queen beds just in case things worked out. We were. The man finally left, but Sandra couldn't sleep, she was too wired forthat. The cocaine had left her in a state of euphoria and she needed moreof something right now and her man had left. She put on some clothes andwent to the street to walk off her high. She returned an hour later andwent to bed. What she had done during that hour I will never know, butSandra was never the same.The fucking and cocaine abuse lasted for several weeks and finally endedwhen Sandra and the man had a fight. They. ’ I said quietly. ‘You have no idea how happy I am that I get to hold you in my arms again.’ ‘So, now you know my awful secret.’ She said. I rubbed her back and just held her. She was heaven in my arms, and I didn’t know how long she would let me. ‘You don’t have to keep secrets from me. No matter what happens in our lives, I will always love you. Nothing in the world will change that.’ Rachael shook her head.’But, Jesse…I have a baby. He’s not yours, and I never even told you about him.’ . They got in the car and Finn looked at Landyn and she looked back and he leaned in and kissed her, they locked lips, started to make out and the feeling in the car was so special that Landyn and Finn did not want it to end. Then Finn broke the kiss and drove them back to his house in Brisbane. They walked in and Finn took Landyn's bags and set them aside and grabbed her and carried her into his bedroom. They walked in and Finn set Landyn down on his bed and couldn't help but stare at his baby's.