" And that's how you got married? How come you didn't run off when the drinks wore off the next morning?" As I said, I was feeling adventurous, and ra...h." Her father was pretty loaded, right?" Well, yeah. That might've played a small part. You know, base human instincts like greed can turn a good man into a shadow of his former self. Plus, at first I found the whole craziness kind of charming. And the sex was awesome. Weird, pretty fucking weird at times, but awesome." And then what happened?"I. He saidsomething and the girl laughed. They started to walk hand in hand.Something broke inside of me. I gasped to breathe as I was involuntaryholding my breath the entire episode. Tears started to run ruining mymakeup. My hands made fists, and I tried to run in my heels. I wasgoing to catch up with them, I was going to make him answer me, butthen someone grabbed my shoulder causing me to spin around.James was standing there smiling. He looked at my fists then at thecouple I was running after.. A quick look at the bedside clock and it showed the time was 7.30am. Great, I can get the bike out and go for a blast, but where to go?After a shower and a coffee I slipped into my leathers and pushed the bike out onto the drive.Right off I go heading for Wales and the nice twisty roads, 30 minuites later and i'm full of adrenaline and hitting speeds I really didn't ought to be. I find a layby with a burger stand and decide to stop for a cuppa and a ciggy.A group of bikes pulls in and to my. So I turned this revelation into a commitment to once again seduce my wife, to re-awaken the passion between us. The problem was how to erase years of what amounted to emotional neglect? I tried all the same things that I had done with the other women. I would take her out for a romantic meal, and she would talk about the wasted money. If I suggested going dancing, she would say she was too tired. Flowers? They just wilt, and in her eyes lingerie would highlight her flaws instead of her assets..