Once it was done, I checked the base of the middle shelf. It was made of two layers of galvanized iron sheets hinged at the back; the last half an inc... of their front ends were bent in opposite L-shape. Sheets were arranged in such a way that once the top sheet was lowered, the bent L portion of top sheet completely covered the opposite bent L portion of lower sheet creating a small cabinet of about half inch height and making it invisible to any casual inspection. I had been using it as my. Then I heard the sound of someone coming in from the living room, footsteps. But it isn’t Kyle. Or at least it isn’t just Kyle.Sometimes I hear the quiet, subdued sounds of people all around me. Not talking, no one spoke. But I know they’re standing there. I can almost feel them looking down at my naked body. I hear the sound of breathing. I hear the faint sound of ice clinking in glasses.For some reason I’m not upset. And I’m not scared. I’m excited.I listened intently for some clue, any. I walked in and saw one of the black brothers in the study reading. I spoke and introduced myself as Newman, bro's friend, and asked if He knew how I could contact bro. He replied that he did and that bro was his cousin."I am Nat. What do you want with bro"?, he asked."Uhh well I need some things done at my house for Christmas, and thought he might know someone who was interested. He helped me out this past summer before he left for his new job. I need someone Christmas Eve and I guess most. The moment he pushed I had shut my eyes and bit my lip expecting it to be very painful.To me that was the big moment, I will remember that all my life. I was tense. Then when it went all the way in I felt a huge relief. I had done it.I was prepared for anything that might happen. I had heard stories about how painful it can be and was prepared. I had shut my eyes and held my breath. I had felt a sort of sharp stabbing pain and it stung inside me. I sort of jerked and shuddered, then it felt.