"Stacy went on, watching me for signs of any unrest but I had none other than curiosity about what she'd say next. She went on, "Last night was differ...nt. I was driven to tell each of the men I made love with that I loved them with my whole being behind the statement."I reiterated, "Mike, Bob, Matt, John, and Steve?" And you," Stacy reminded. "You are a special case. There's just more there for you, and somehow I know that won't ever change, but I do love the others in a deeper way than a week. I was nineteen, jobless and had found out that although guys thought I was not ugly, they were only interested in me if they were dared or had lost a bet. I was a chubby girl around size 12. DD boobs and a peachy ass. I arrived at the warehouse and saw dirty John had already started sorting through the books, “let the day begin” I told myself. A few hours passed and we had gone through at least half of the boxes, we said very little to each other, only discussing the normal stuff: weather,. He didn't have any other single rooms, but offered to give us one large room with two queen-size beds, if we wouldn't mind all staying together in the same room. We all looked around at each other, murmuring and nodding and Bobby piped up and said, "Sure, no problem." We tossed our bags into the room, which looked spacious and comfortable, and went out and had a nice dinner, sharing a couple of bottles of wine during the meal.When we got back to the room, everyone took their shoes off and. The person she would turn to in times of such desperate need was gone. She missed him and needed the safety of his arms. She needed to be sheltered from the pain. She needed to be comforted and told that everything would be all right. She tried the best she could to clear her head. She had just returned to school this semester. Still shaken by her troubles, she tried to continue a normal life. Calculus was just the class for her. She was forced to focus, but she still felt empty. At least the.