‘I’m going to shower.’ She nodded nervously, wondering if she’d done something wrong. He looked back at her from the doorway. He had gotten he... shirt off her, but her skin colored bra sat above her breasts. Her boobs were quite large and hung heavily, used and abused with red marks still dotting where he had slapped them. She was running her fingers through her now tangled hair. He wondered how she was able to get her jeans on so quickly, and then remembered she had barely lowered them before. I could not hold myself anymore and tears started flowing down again. I moved to her and she raised her palm towards me. I grabbed her hand and kissed it and laid my eyes on it.Di – “I am alright dear. I am fine. The doctor said I will be back to normal after a few days of rest.”Me – “I just can’t take this Di, I can’t see you like this.”Di – “It is just a matter of a few days. It’s alright. Look at me.” (raised my head)Me – “I was the one who started all this. If not, you wouldn’t have to go. I love you, Grandma, and I don’t want to lose you.”“Please don’t be sad, Eli. Sam and I are alright. We both love you. We know you will grow up to be just like your daddy and that’s enough for us. I need to rest now, Eli. The excitement of today has just about worn me down. I wouldn’t have missed it though. We sure did show those kidnappers, didn’t we?”“We sure did, Grandma. You get some rest. I love you, Grandma.”“I love you too, Eli. I’ll be alright and I’ll rest good now that I’m not worried. My wife and Sarah seemed to hit it off and you really knowhow to make a man feel." Wow, Sarah had an affair, with a woman, and I sucked and fucked anotherman without knowing anything about it. Somehow it really didn't matterthough. Was it living in paradise? Was it my outlook on life. I justseemed to let more and more things go the last few days. I couldn't stayfocused on the conversation and all of a sudden I blurted out, "Anyonefor tennis?" All three burst out into laughter. Now was I that.