Playing was an escape from my worries, and sitting still was the reverse. My state of mind was getting worse by the day, and the girls finally had eno...gh of it. I was confronted as soon as we got home, and confessed my fears. Not only of what I was, but of what I might become.Kelley and Cheryl understood immediately. Especially Kelley. "Look", She consoled, Until I came here, I was called everything from a freak, to the Antichrist. It got to the point that I actually believed them. I know. I lick up your hard shaft again and lick the underside of your cock. I then take half your cock down my throat while I massage your full balls. I then take my hand and start to sneak it around to your ass. I find your hole and circle it with my finger teasing it by just barely penetrating it. Finally I finger your hole while I take your cock even deeper into my mouth and massage your balls with my other hand. You tell me that you're going to cum soon and I smile and suck your faster and harder.. We had a tree line behind the house for privacy and keeping the curtains open gave us a kind of outdoorsy feeling whenever we made love to each other. Over the next week, after installing the camera, I thought I caught a breif glimpse of a figure outside our windows at different times of the day and evening but I couldn't be sure. Then, after a week, I brought the camera inside to see what I had videod. At first there were a couple of birds and a cat and I thought I had just been. She once used the gym daily, biked, and played tennis, but it had been over ten years since she had done anything. Putting her clothes on, she left her room even more depressed.Cindy wondered what her life was to become as she sat alone in the kitchen. She read magazine articles and did Internet searches to find answers, but nothing made sense to her. She felt stuck in a giant rut that was her life. One idea that clicked with her was an adage about "a journey of a thousand miles begins with.