I woke to the beeping of the alarm and for the first time in years I did not want to go to work. I hated the thought of going in today and having to f...ce more of the shit that was coming down. If I had it figured right, I was going to be one of the most hated men in the state when all the prosecutions started. I kicked the coffee pot on and got my shower and shave. I drank a cup sitting on the front porch, watching the sun come up and I knew I was just putting off the inevitable by not going. ’ ‘I’ve thought it all through,’ I went on doggedly. ‘It’s impossible that you won’t like him, and you’re too lovely for him not to like you and he thinks that you are beautiful, he told me. I know that he likes me a lot, he tells me all the time, and that he wants me. I like to think that it might be more than that but I’m happy as things are. I think I feel the same about him.’ ‘Oh, Lena, this is silly. There you are, you don’t really know how you feel about him do you?’ ‘No, I suppose I. She collapsed to the ground withouteven having the chance to scream. I picked up her light figure, definitelynot more than 70lbs and threw her in the back of the car. I looked at my beautifulwife just as she came, smiling at me. My wife's fingers with long, brightlypainted fingernails were covered in her slippery juice. She brought the juicecovered digits to her mouth and loudly sucked on each finger, cleaning herselfof her tangy sauce. She looked back at the unconscious form lying limply inthe. So I bid my friends aufwiederschien and continued to drink with my new found German friends who decided to drive home in his Taunus German Ford to his parent,s house. I thought at first it was his sister Inga was interested in me, but gradually realised it was more Horst now Helga had gone home. His parents seemed happy to see me and chatted easily telling me of family who lived in the USA.Soon it was time for bed and Elke Horst,s Mom made up a bed for me on their couch and after showing me.