Gay? No. Trans?No. Cuckhold? No. Sissified? No. Babyfied? No. Feminized? No. And on andon I asked. I was up front with him: "I have to think about thi... for a fewdays." He said he would patiently wait and would not hurry me. He did andhe didn't, respectively.I confess I gave serious consideration to ending our marriage. He hadalways been a smart man, a strong man, a sensitive man. He had always beenmy manly man. But what sort of man wears a French maid uniform?Before deciding, I prodded him for. I told her I wanted to feel her up. Next thing I know I am driving over to her place. She greeted me at the door in a nice night gown. Right away we started kissing and I started feeling her up. It seemed so unreal. A woman who I wanted and I was getting ready to fuck her brains out. I then had her do something I had always wanted. I had her sit in my lap. She seemed confused and asked.“hon, you realize I am 300lbs?” she asked. I replied that it didn’t matter. She slowly sat and I. In the end I guess I figured what the hell, I don't have to look at his face, he will probably cum in a couple minutes, no one will ever know and I will get my keys and be free of my self-imposed bondage. I'll never do anything this stupid again. Besides if it is the clerk, I have cock teased him twice already, in my sick mind I find it fitting that he get my first blow job and my cock starts to stir in my tight thong panties a little just thinking about it.I don't have long to ponder my four. I said,’ i wanted to feel pleasure’. She said,’ But i am your mami. There is barrier of this relation.’ i asked,’ has it caused any difference?’. She thought for sometime but could’t answer my question. I said,’ we are alone. No body could know what just happened’.She said,’ I can feel your dick inside my womb. You are so naughty. I want to be your wife. Make me pregnant. And we will keep it secret. Your mama can never know that this is your child’. I said,’ ok Mamta, get ready to experience.