"whatever lloyd." and i stormed out the room. i sat on the couch, baffled. "look at all the things we've been through. we've gotten so far.. and for...him to back track like this? my phone rang."hello?" i answered. " Hey its Alicia..um I was just calling for lloyd. is he there?" it was the same girl from before! "yes, he is here but before I give the phone to him.. who are you?" " oh I'm Lloyds godsister" she said. "wait what? how did you get my number?" i asked. "ohhhhh, I'm only going to be. Do you understand?”“Yes,” I said. “This is fantasy land. You want me to be in your secret world like on the internet where you fuck but don’t really fuck because you’re in cyber space masturbating and you feel you are not cheating on your boyfriend.”“Yes, this room is like a private room in cyber space. It’s not real but feels real. It becomes what we want it to be.” Do you know what I mean?”“I do, Hannah, but it’s a thin line and we might lose control and cross over from one reality into the. All of a sudden Neha got up and said “Lets you and me go for a bath. You need a good cleaning”. I am never a person to give up a good offer and said OK. Naina said she would relax and that we both should go. Neha guided me to the batroom, which has a glass wall and the room is visible, and pushed me into the shower cubicle.Turned on the warm water and we both stood under the shower. She was doing all the work, she started by soaping my full body , rubbing me at the right places, biting my. I kept waiting to be exposed, but nobody gave me any funnylooks, dinner was pleasant, and the music quite soothing. By the time wereturned home, I had relaxed to the point where I simply started to feellike a girl, which was an entirely new feeling for me.As I slipped into my room to get ready for bed, Mom said she and I wouldtalk in the morning. I wondered what she was going to say. I mean, shesaid they both knew, they had arranged that bit at the club, and both ofthem had treated me as a girl.