I feel like I am losing control. Dave asks me what's going on but I am too ashamed to tell him." Whoa Nancy, when do you have trouble talking with him... Girl, I don't know that much about your past, but if you're having trouble the best person to talk to is Dave. Don't be a fool and not talk to him. I hear it and see it all the time. Stupid fucking boyfriends, or married idiots coming in here not only to look at the beautiful ladies, but to try and get laid all because their girlfriends or wives. None of them good.’ ‘Do you think it’s over for you two? Oh god, I hope not. You are so right for each other.’ I caught the note of desperation in her voice. ‘She not the same girl any more, Molly. She’s changed and not for the better. I just have to accept that and go on,’ I said as calmly as I could. ‘Oh Tory, I’m so sorry. She is so fucked up. I’m going to call her and give her shit, the stupid bitch,’ she snarled. I didn’t doubt for a moment that she would. ‘No … no … don’t do that. It’s. “I call him Bitsa as he is a bit of this and a bit of that” she explained “now I assume you know about a dog’s knot and how it holds him inside you. There is no need to worry. He will separate when he is ready. It might be only a few minutes but sometimes longer depending on his mood. Just relax and let him be in charge. Are you ready honey?” I was shaking, partly from fear and partly from excitement.Valerie led us down a hallway and into a large room at the back of the house. We walked in and. I had, to my shame, seen dildos like this in sex stores when I went looking for porn in the days before the internet took over like it has. I had even seen people using them in porn, but I still was not prepared for Beki to start forcing this down her throat as she looked at me.“Hmmm, I wish this was you!” she said as she came up for air before pushing even more of the phallic object down her throat again.“Wank yourself a bit faster!” she urged me as she pulled the dildo out of her mouth.“Yes!”.