I still held her firm, my full cock inside her ass. She ever-so-softly whimpered.Something came over me that I had never felt before. I was actually a...gry with her. I felt inside that she deserved to feel pain or discomfort for even asking me to do something she knew I wanted to do but wasn’t really hoping I would accept the proposal of. Even though I loved her, I wanted to fuck her in a way she didn’t want to be fucked…and I didn’t care.In this spooning position, with my cock inside her dark,. I sat down and it came with me." You'd come with me too, if we had some time together," he said, risking everything."Oh, you..." she cried out, then lowering her voice, she followed with, "You have a dirty, one-track mind." But you still like me for my mind and... other parts, right?"She laughed giddily. "Yes... I kinda do." Can you get out tonight?" He asked concern that she couldn't evident in his voice."I think so. Do you still have that guy's name?" Sure," he said. "Do you want it? I have. I had been in bad relationships in the past, but this one was one of the worst. She was mean, degrading and had made me feel like shit more than she made me feel good, but it kept me coming back, it kept me begging. Even when she withheld sex from me and told me that she didn’t think that I deserved it, I felt like I had to stay with her and prove something. It turned me into a submissive and the one fantasy that I couldn’t get out of my head after she broke up with me was me down on my knees. " "Beep," the machine said."Carlos, I'm so worried about you." It was Sharon. "It's after 10 and I was hoping you would have called me by now." Sorry, Sharon. I didn't realize it was so late," I slurred as I fumbled the receiver up to my face."Are you OK, honey?" Yes. I'm OK. Just a little sad. And a little drunk, too." I can hear it in your voice. I can come over if you want." Can you give me a couple of days to take care of some things?" Of course. But I wish you'd let me help you." I have to.