I had never seen that before."You ... have changed, more than looks." I say softly but, am still suspicious, I can't help it. My life was turned into ... living hell because I dared to care about this man."I am what I should have been had I taken a different path. It is allowed." Vashe sounds so sad and yet ... I wander what he is really trying to do."And what of me?" I had to ask."You are as you have always been, the balance. You walk a tight wire. Or I should say weave a tight wire." He informs. After arriving at her townhouse, I set to work on dinner. The final menu plan included grilled trout filets on a bed of wild rice, white asparagus, oven baked rolls and a fresh garden salad with Parmesan cheese. For dessert, I prepared a fresh fruit salad with a dark chocolate sauce. Our wine was a New Zealand sauvignon blanc named Cloudy Bay. Ashley arrived at 5:45 and I met her at the door with a glass of wine. ‘My god. The house smells wonderful. Did you bake bread?’ ‘Just for you, dear. The young one, perhaps a few years older than I, leaned on the desk in front of me, a grin on his face. One of these days, Charley, I hope I get to know what it feels like to have even a quarter of the passion you do, and maybe have someone look at me the way you look at those books. I smiled. Only someone without emotion could have avoided feeling a pull at the heart after that sentiment. You will, without a doubt. Because everyone deserves to? No, not everyone does. I could think of a few who. I have read many stories about other's "First Time" and cannot believe some of the things they say about their experience. Gobbling down the cock in front of them and taking the whole thing in their mouth, swallowing every drop the first time. No...I believe there is more fantasy to most first time stories than truth. Read mine to know what I believe to be what really goes for most first time experiences. I hope you enjoy my true tale.I remember the first time I ever stepped into an adult.