Sarah handled that response. "No, they have not. Ifigured that I would get Nikki to take Alexa and Katie out on Monday, soLauren and I can check Jen...y's fitting and then we have to figure outwhat to do with Jenny when we get Alexa into her dress." Both Sarah andSandra looked at me with big smiles after this and I got a bit excited.Jenny piped up that she could hang with Nikki then."Oh no we won't. I am one of Alexa's bridesmaids. I must be there forthe fitting. Same with Katie." Nikki. Curtis was all right with that and told us to meet him for dinner that evening. He and Chris kissed each other later and we drove downtown.So Chris, Kevin and I were alone in her car. And I have all these questions in my mind. ?Wow, you?ve changed a lot,? was the first thing that came out of my mouth.Chris explained me everything. She told me that she always knew she was a woman but born in a male body. She said that she has to move away from Seattle and from all the people she knew as a man. She'll get over this and so will you." For amoment I felt like blurting out that not only would I not, but that Iwas actively helping Steph. But I held back. It would have been just toomuch to reveal. I couldn't imagine what my Mother would say or think ordo if she knew all that I knew. Instead I just nodded, an act ofdishonesty not only to her, but to Steph too, and myself. I was angry,angry and miserable, and filled with resentment for my mother, for herblindness, her absence, her own. I obeyed and could feel him putting the chain under my arms and over to the other side. Again he sucked until my nipple got hard and again, i felt a sharp pinch. I cried out softly. The pain was almost unbearable but yet was so intoxicating at the same time. By breasts were being pulled apart by the chain and the clamps. He started to kiss me again and then told me to sit down on the edge of the bed. I sat slowly so as to not miss the bed. I could sense his presence in front of me and smell the.