Be with a guy.”“Nope, don’t worry. I guess we both learned that we suck as a couple. Just find out what you want to do, and I’ll help you get ...here.”Helen nodded. “Thanks. I realize that I’m not your favorite person, but I can see a little bit better now how I can ... we can handle this.”Danny did not contradict her. It would be very difficult for him to interact with Helen.“Let me know how you’ll decide, and we’ll take it from there. If you go for an adoption, don’t go with Social Services.. No! It couldn’t be Peter yet! But the doorknob began to turn, and she half-climbed, half-jumped off the stairs and crouched in the darkness beside them. The door opened and she heard Peter call out, “Good night, Mr. Nevin. See you tomorrow.”She watched him as he hurried down the steps, got into his car and drove away.Then she wept.Chapter Forty-EightHome at last! Jane hobbled up the porch stairs, favoring her good foot. The last few days had been excruciating. Her mother had finally. I love you. Come to me.It was skittish, but it came. I caressed it. Held it to me. Cherished it. This energy was that for which I lived and that which had kept me alive far beyond the normal human lot. It was my greatest pleasure and greatest addiction. I breathed it in, willed it to fill every cell of my being. I asked nothing of it but to surround me, fill me, lift up and let me drift upon its currents. For an unknown amount of time, my consciousness dissolved in quiet bliss.But then. I don;t know how it is for girls, but you guys know what i;m talking about:having all that sexual tension in your balls, waiting for that girl to fuck, but the days are going too slow.You start touching a little bit, but not being allowed to cum, my fucking balls were hurting, my stomach was in pain.My dick was hating me, all day going semi-erect thinking of anything else, not to remember her tight, moist pussy and her full lips around my dick.I was like a fucking volcano about to.