“Forty for the shoot, two grand for each extra day. She’s worth it and you know it.” As soon as I said that I realized how awful it sounded even...to my own ears; I felt like I was selling him my wife. I cringed inwardly, but hid it from him. We were trading in Allison’s time and talents so it was unavoidable that I’d feel uncomfortable with it, but that last sentence I’d uttered just seemed wrong. He looked dejected. “I don’t know if I can do that, Dave. It may be more than I can swing.” I. Johnny said I could work at one of the local bars if I wanted—said most could usually use one or two more. Said I could do that part time so I could concentrate on other things :)So anyway—pulled up at the sleez motel in the jeep. Couple of guys hangin at the pool kinda noticed me. As I hopped out and made my way to my room, they walked over to me. “Hey new meat---how's it hangin” ? I gave a grin and replied “low and to the right” Making my way into the door, with a duffel bag on each shoulder,. Of course it is much more likely that they were all sporting something much closer to the couple inches that I had. Silly boys. But I knew what I wanted as well. I wanted those dicks that my friends talked about so boastfully. I lusted over my supposedly well-hung friends. At night I lay awake playing with myself until I came on my stomach to thoughts of what they looked like naked. If only I had access to one of their dicks Id show them they didnt need to chase after girls. All girls did was. It wouldn't hurt things for you to be a little more relaxed about things. You'd be surprised how much better I can be for you with a little chemical encouragement." I'm only going to tell you this once more, Lindsey, so you better listen to me. You asked me if we could go out clubbing tonight, and I said we could. I told you what was acceptable for you to do. If what I said isn't enough for you, then we'll just stay in instead. I don't need to go out to those clubs, but I was ready to go.