'Tell you what Mariel, join me on my deck, I am about to have my morning tea' and with that he thrust his hand over the hedge as if to shake on it, 'D...al' I said and walked down the street and walked into his front gate and onto his deck, where I sat down on one of his wooden chairs, just out of sight from prying eyes.He came around and sat opposite me, offering a cup of tea, then sat back and started sipping his.'You are like your sister', were his first words, 'She used to tease me in the. I knelt in front of Carrie, knowing what she could do with that hose. Carrie struck me with the hose several times around my shoulders, back and butt, she really knew her way around that hose, and could have me dancing like a puppet on a string with it. "Hold him still," Carrie said to Jon. "Yes, mistress." He replied, and knelt behind me. Jon dug his nails into the side of my hips, and when I began to say something, Carrie hit me, very hard, with the hose across my back. I was in total. ’ I was overwhelmed. I never knew how she looked at me. She snuggled in and cried herself to sleep. The phone rang and I took care of each call, holding my daughter and Bob’s in my arms. An hour or so later Melissa came looking for her and she looked at me and said, ‘You know I love her.’ Again, it wasn’t a question. I nodded. ‘Are we Ok?’ ‘I love you both. I shouldn’t be surprised that you love each other.’ Kathleen’s voice came from her curled up body in my lap. ‘It’s all your fault, you and. She tells me that her husband makes her have sex on the family dog and makes videos of it on his iphone. She says she doesn’t enjoy this. It makes her feel bad. I should be showing her sympathy, but all I wanted to do was ask her about what it is like to have sex with their dog. And I am wanting to do this, right then, on the floor in their living house. I’m thinking I can ‘show’ her that this is not a bad thing and she shouldn’t feel bad… You see ‘I will do it right now’… I couldn’t do it, you.