Can you try to see things in a different light? Justtry?"He was silent, thinking about it."I don't know, Maggie. I don't know what made me so certai... I should bea man, other than the sexual stuff. It was just a feeling... what thewomen of that day were supposed to be, I wasn't. I didn't understandthose things, and I didn't want those things. I wanted to be who I was,and who I was, was a man. It always was." John... who you were was who you were. Didn't you ever see yourself asmore than. ‘Sissy, you are a crazy person. Do you know how lucky you were to have a man that would cuddle you after you let him get the tip wet? Just for that he is one in a million in my book and you are a dumb ass for letting him walk away.’ ‘He deserved a whole woman’, I stated in matter of fact tone. In a matching tone she replied, ‘You better decide if you are a whole woman and quick because he is only interested in you for one of two reasons or maybe even both. One has been waiting for you and is. After a while, I had to pull her up and kiss her (now someone would say 'eeewww', but I just could be nasty when it comes to sex and after all, it was a part of my body she just sucked ) so I pulled her to myself and grabbed does sexy heavenly ass of hers and it just occurred to me then that she had removed her pants before getting to the room. I unhooked those boobs of hers and freed them from their 'prison cells'.. gaddamit, her nipples were thick, and a bit long... I kissed around the. Jason was a heavy cummer, and I felt a shiver go through my body as he dumped those heavy first spurts on my face and then worked his way lower down, before collapsing next to me on the bed.My black boyfriend kissed me softly, not caring that this smeared his lips with some of his own sperm. Looking at me with those soulful eyes he told me, “I love it when I see your face covered in my cum. I love what it says about us.”“Me too, I love to feel your stickiness and the heat of your juices on me..