The problem is not He. It's me. i have done something to cause me to doubt. i was thrown by the comments of the person at work, and i allowed a small ...eed of self-doubt to grow. As it got larger, i panicked. It is *i* who feel i am not pleasing Him, not He who feels this way. *i* feel i am not doing enough. Not pleasing enough. Not attractive enough. Not selfless enough. Not serving enough. Not deserving enough. i'm simply not enough. Period. It seems He has accepted me as i am, but i still. I felt cheated and lonely in the morning, nothing had happened. Two nights later she returned, this time we talked when she appeared. She told me her name was Daphne, her main goal was to please me and take a small part of my being each time we met. She explained my “soul" was at risk but this was a concept I could not understand. Science has never proven a person to have an immortal soul, what she talked of made no sense, but she was very pretty and very persuasive so I agreed with. We are taking 20 megacredits and throwing them into the pot and dividing the pot by shares as normal. As you know Astech get one share, Tech get two shares and Mech pilots get five shares each. We pilots held a short meeting just a bit ago and decided to split one share between the Techs and Astech and we'll only take four shares. That is our way of saying 'Thank you' for the work you did just recently in keeping us going on Tortuga Prime. Shares for Astechs will be a little over c190,000, for. “No I haven’t.” I grinned wolfishly, “Get ready for the next assault Jessica. This time I’m gonna pump your womb full of my cum!” I flipped her over onto her stomach and positioned myself near her ass. I grabbed 2 handfuls of her ass cheeks and kneaded them for a few seconds. I’d been wanting to do that for awhile. I heard her whine and felt her wiggle her ass slightly, “Stick that big cock in me again, I can’t wait anymore!” I lined my dick up with her pussy and penetrated her once again. She.