She lets out a light moan then a giggle. Turning and wrapping her arms around me we share our 1st passionate kiss. Her soft lips momentarily satisfyin... my seemingly unquenchable lust for her.I drag her into the nearby woodland area. As soon as we pass our 3rd tree we're kissing again. This time the kisses are hungry, more a****listic. She's moaning every time our lips part. I take off her jacket as she nearly rips off my t-shirt. Biting her lips as she runs her hands along my smooth torso and. The morning after I had read Mrs. Henderson’s book had greeted me with a wave of panic, because the hard light of the day crumbled my self-image to dust. Romantic excitement gave way to self-doubt and shocking realization. Suddenly, my feeling - or non-feelings - for Jake made absolute sense, and it dawned on me that any plans of a happy upper class family with a loving husband and lovely, messy-haired kids that I had harbored in the back of my mind were moot. Family. My parents had argued. I went to my computer and I search –penis-. I wanted to imagine what Jim’s looked like.I saw so many, then I searched –gay-. I got a lot of results. I started getting really hard when watching videos of teen boys fucking each other. Oh my God it was great. I comed in minutes. I imagined Jim doing something like that to me. Then I went to sleep.I woke up to the sound of the phone ringing. No one was home so I got up and picked up. It was Julie, she started bitching about how she suspected me and. But I really wanted to move into my own house and the money would really help. He was silent for a few seconds then said, "I can't resist, I have to have you, and want you to do everything I want." He pulled his bundle of cash out of his pocket again and counted $800. He handed me the money and I put it under my school girl top that I threw near the table. The last piece of clothing I had on was my thong. I pulled it off and let it fall to my feet. He stared at my shaven pussy and bit his.