I had parked out back and went in the back door. The bar was just inside the door, to the right and seating, a small dance floor, and a few pool table... on the left. I had been there a couple of times before but didn't recognize anybody. I pulled out a barstool in the corner and ordered a drink. The jukebox was playing some good music, but it was a little loud and I had to yell my drink order. I was close to the door but kind of in a dark corner at the end of the bar.After a few sips of my. Well, its true, Sonya said, still undeterred, It felt like there was more to come, but it never happened. I sighed, and seeing that Sonya had raised the subject, and showed no sign of being swayed off it, I said, Maybe what you had was an orgasm, but you expected more. I know what an orgasm feels like, she said, in a matter-of-fact tone. I didnt answer, but just raised my eyebrows at her. What could I say to that? Leon, Ive been playing with myself for ages, Sonya went on, once again as. " Most guys don't show it. We try to act all tough." Why do you guys do that? We hate that."Jack smiled. "I don't know. We're stupid sometimes I guess."We ate in silence for a few minutes. I knew Jack would have to know sooner or later. If I didn't tell him, my mother definitely would."Um ... my dad is going to ask you about a paternity test."Jack's face darkened. "A paternity test? Seriously?"I nervously sipped my diet root beer. "Yeah. I'm sorry." I suppose it was your mom's idea?"I nodded.. . The room of a standard kid, which I am NOT. Fortunately, I am connected. Dad and Tina gave it all to me – iPhone, iPad, my very own MacBook Air. If nothing else, I can hotspot to my iPhone, because cable TV isn't going to cut it.I miss everybody – my community. I miss Rachel and Vicki.Mom and Mister Martin take me out to dinner. They ask what I want. Another thing I miss ... food. Cindy's crazy cookies. Whatever we can get from the back door of the Desai restaurant.They tried to keep me.