Through all the boyfriends, there's always 'Dessa. No one would ever suspect it, though our boyfriends would sometimes get a little weird about how cl...se we were. None more than Jason.My phone buzzed again. The irritation I felt at his interruption pulled me out of the moment a little, which only irritated me more."Jason...?" 'Dessa asked, her mouth still full of my labia. It sounded more like "Jay-thun". Her unwillingness to remove her mouth from my swelling vagina made me smile between. But it's a good idea. Since you know about business practices and planning, could you get that started for me? I don't know where we'll eventually want to settle, but Carbondale would be close to both the hospital and SIU for Allison, Cate, Becky and Melinda. It would also provide Chalise and Caroline a place to live, assuming they don't find somewhere before then. I'd say go for it."This seemed to please Shani no end, as she quickly fished out a spare notepad from somewhere and started to make. When I first realized that Deanna existed and accepted that existence I began a life long desire/quest/search/ and examination as to what that female form of "me" would be like.One of the great lessons of life I've learned is that sometimes the more we search for something the more obvious it is that it exists before our very eyes without ever knowing it. Throughout life we see a vast forest containing our hopes and dreams, our obsessions and passions, our acceptance and denials, but fail to. You know, the guy who lives here? The guy we're married to?The guy who fucks us? That Dan. Jesus Christ what's gotten into youlately? You act so weird all the time." Wait, Dan fucks...us? As in you and me?" What the hell Tom? Yeah, he fucks us. What is wrong with you? Did youget a concussion at work or something?" Tracy, look, I love you I just am confused. Why...why did you, I meanwe, get married to Dan?"She was obviously still pissed at my suddenly questioning what to herwas a totally normal.