But I couldn’t ignore that I would never have what they already had born unto them. In no way would I ever be as strong, as brave, as smart, as nobl.... These qualities were etched in their bloodlines, white upon white for generations of their ancestors up until this final point in time where they would plant their seed again and again and continue to dominate the whole of society through whatever violence, intelligence, spirit, and the very same inborn traits that I lacked. It was perfect, I. She rocked and shuddered as the pleasure swept through her.“Oh, my god, this is so hot!” Tammy moaned. She must have been masturbating herself because she sounded lost to orgasmic bliss. “Yes, yes, yes!”“Damn, damn, damn!” Rita moaned. “Oh, gosh, I want more!”“Me, too!” whimpered Courtney. “Ooh, how much time until your parents get home?”“Not much,” Rita panted.“We'll find time on Sunday,” I moaned. “But not much. I have to help my dad rebuild the car.”“Where?” Courtney panted. “My family's. They were never dates as in he wanted my tender body, but adate as in he was helping me get used to being out in the public. He wasmy best friend and nothing more. He never even tried to hold my hand letalone kiss me. There was no way I could ever repay him, never.He let me off at home, and as I went in, I saw mom, and pulled heraside. I told her about the party Kim was having, and that she hadinvited me. When I told her that Kim said to "wear something nice," momjust grinned and told me what. I slipped into a pair of heels before going out the door, taking the hand that he offered me. I blushed as I looked at the mirrored surface of the elevator realizing that my hair was falling out of the bun I had tied it into. Now it looked like the cliche “messy buns” from a women’s magazine. I brushed the wisps of hair away from my face. Too late now.He looked at me with that smile.My heart flipped inside my chest again. I was supposed to be Ms. Hardworking-Hardass-Businesswoman and here I was.