Yes, I tried to suck myself. To see what it would feel like, but couldn’t quite get bent over enough. But damned if I didn’t try and the harder ... tried the more determined I was to have it happen. So since we had agreed that we were only experimenting, I decided I was gonna try it with him the next day. But I had to make it seem like it was unplanned. I gave up trying to suck myself, went to bathroom and cooled myself down with cold water. Needless to say, was somewhat a restless night.The. The second reason, Amanda, is that I want to tell you something. As I write this I am ten days into yet another crossing of the Atlantic. I have no female companion and to be absolutely truthful with you I feel incredibly frustrated. Since those wonderful days, and nights we had together, being frustrated is becoming a condition with which I am very familiar. I see you everywhere Amanda and every part of my body feels you and that instantly arouses me and makes me hard as I am now: for the past. My husband is 36 and I am 30 being two of the oldest fans to see this concert was kind of awkward although, I did dress to impress a short skirt and a low cut draw string blouse that barely contained my 38dd’s. Well as the fans started coming in the coliseum was jam packed. My husband and I were close to the stage with maybe a few people in front of us. We were squished together like sardines in a can. The band started playing and the crowd started getting wild and we all started getting more. …………………………………………. Sherrie was stunned when they went to pick up the car. ‘Can you afford this?’ ‘Since I’m living with the man, I have no bills at all. And, my boss has been pretty good to me, with raises and bonuses, so I made a pretty hefty down payment. Do you think he’ll like it?’ David was with them. ‘He’ll love it. When are you going to give it to him?’ ‘This weekend, when he gets back from Alabama. I intend for it to be sitting in the garage with a big bow around it. Naturally he’ll want.