I spent two thousand years worshiping and serving and praising him, and for what? What did I have to show for it? I now have to recreate my own angeli... host, having surrendered control of mine to Jehovah himself.“What, did you really think that the ancient Hebrews were always monotheists? Seriously? There were hints and clues scattered through even Jehovah’s chosen scriptures about us, but you weren’t reading it carefully enough, I can see. You just took the clergy at their word, no less. Damn. 5 aur figure 36-28-36 ka tha. Unki abhi nyi nyi shadi hui thi aur bhaiya kam ko leke jada serious rhte the. Mera aksar unke ghar ana jana hota tha.Bhaiya jadatar out of town hote the to bhabhi apni saas k sath ghar pe rhti thi.Ek din jab aunty khi gyi hui thi to bhabhi ghar pe akeli thi to m ese hi chupke se chla gya vo bed pe ulti leti hui thi unhone red suit or green leggi phni hui thi unhe pta ni chla k m aya hu aur m unhe dekh rha tha achank unki kamr k thoda niche khujli hui to vi apna. I am pregnant. Very pregnant, I might add."Meg looked at her friend and shook her head."Christine, you were so tiny before that until just recently, you only looked as if you had gained some weight. You never looked with child. You still do not."The young mother-to-be rolled her eyes."Wonderful! I do not look pregnant. I just look fat. Remind me to give you the same support when you are expecting your first child, Meg. I am certain that you will find it as reassuring as I do." Oh Christine, I. "Her response had surprised me. "But..." But what?" She then realized by the look on my face that I wasn't just embarrassed, but ashamed. "Sit down," she told me still smiling, a look of understanding at my discomfort etched clearly within her face. "Maybe this is time for one of those talks," she then stated.And we did talk, for hours. She had begun by explaining to me that what I was doing was perfectly normal, perfectly natural, and nothing that I should ever, ever be ashamed at doing. I.