So strong was my grief that I focused on the children your stepmother gave me. I didn’t know what was wrong with you four, and I couldn’t reach yo....”He dropped into an upholstered chair lost in his grief and thoughts. I was about to ask the girls to help me get him to his room when he looked up at us.“Seeing Darren with the boys in his arms and them chattering away, I finally saw what I had been missing all these years. There is nothing wrong with you other than what makes the four of you. " You mean unless the golden boys need you." I don't think I would put it that way, but certainly you can see what's best for them is best for everyone in the long run." Should we go back down?" I asked."What's the hurry the way back will be faster." Yes, fast but steep and maybe dangerous. You can fall hard." Why worry, when you are on top," she said but rose and started walking down.We arrived at the lodge without incident, but my bad feelings had increased.We found the others at the pool. My. "What do you want?" Derrick demended suspiciously. Rico smiled, revealing dimpled=s on both sides of his cheeks that Derrick found oddly appealing. Rico turned to the three brothers and nudged his head towards the door. They all left quietly and closed the doore after them. Rico gestured towrards the chaise longue. "Take a seat, Derrick." They both sat. "I'm gay, Derrick," Rico began. "I first saw you at a gay bar three months ago. You walked in and walked right back out when you noticed what. Next moment she told me “Deepu beta , now i am leaving you carry on and come fast even i have to take bath before sunrise.” and she went away. I felt bit down. But today no matter what i was not going to leave Radha aunty empty handed. I made up my mind. Took bath and wrapped towel around and moved out.Aunty was in bedroom taking out her new saree. I went inside bedroom and grabbed her hand and kept on talking “Comon aunty , lets go , let me pour first bucket of water on you too !! I am sure.